The Reason It Is Triggering Is Because It Is Hate

I am triggered by certain things. I have realized that I am triggered because it is Hate Speech. When I encounter this Hate Speech, there is a storm in my mind for hours.

Certain Hate Speech is condoned in the media and in conversation. It's allowed against Narcissists, White Men, Right Wingers, Doomers, Vegans, Children, Marginals, Billionaires, Celebrities,...

It reminds me of my childhood, because my father hated me. There is a group on reddit of people who hate their children. Often because they are autistic. 

I never knew why my father hated me. He once told my sister that I was the reason my mother became psychotic. His hate could also just have been caused by brain inflammation from a poor diet.

People love to hate. It comes from the same place as racism, bullying, gossip...

My sister came and told me what my father had said to her. I had a panic attack. I went on and told my younger brother that he was the reason for my mother becoming psychotic. He believed that for years.

They recently discovered that Post Natal (after birth) Psychosis is caused by Breast Milk entering the blood stream.

My father was a great dad for the last 15 years of his life. But he did wreck our lives though, in retrospect. Including my mother's life. He thought he was the world's biggest and only victim. But he only showed that to me and my mother.

peace ✌️ 💜